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Guest Blog: The Moment It Suddenly Became Personal

Nov 07, 2018

It was a special day. It was the day of the Queen of Soul Aretha Franklin’s funeral. It was going to be televised on a Saturday and I was poised to watch the funeral no matter how long the services lasted. I taped every channel I thought would be airing her funeral and basically cleared my day so that I could watch the funeral live and listen to all the deserving tributes in word and song from her family, friends, and professional colleagues. It would be a history making day.

by Rev. Dr. Sharon Ellis Davis, M.Div., Ph.D.

It was a special day. It was the day of the Queen of Soul Aretha Franklin’s funeral.  It was going to be televised on a Saturday and I was poised to watch the funeral no matter how long the services lasted. I taped every channel I thought would be airing her funeral and basically cleared my day so that I could watch the funeral live and listen to all the deserving tributes in word and song from her family, friends, and professional colleagues. It would be a history making day. All day, from morning until the ending in the early evening, I was tuned into the live viewing from my iPad. At some point in the afternoon, I remembered I had an appointment to get my nails done. I grabbed my iPhone and found the web site for the services and tuned in so I wouldn’t miss anything. However, between the time I was in the car and the time I arrived at the nail salon, I missed part of the broadcast. The nail salon was showing the CNN broadcast of the services  which was only airing segments of the services. After finishing up at the salon I arrived back home, and I watched the remainder of the services while doing other things around the house. Finally, the services ended, and I retired for the evening.

The next morning, I woke up and as my usual routine, said my prayers and began viewing Facebook posts. And, to my surprise, there were lots of posts about misogynist pastors, patriarchy and domination culture.  There were post regarding the men at the funeral  who could not keep their hands off  of Ariana Grande. Most important, they referred to a pastor who was groping Ariana Grande and labelling him as a predator, and an obvious misogynist. Of course, being familiar with this type of culture and understanding patriarchal and male dominated and abusive cultures, I hit the “like” button on many of the post.

That is until I saw one post that suddenly pointed to the pastor who was, by then, the obvious center of the topic. I ceased “liking” posts and begin researching what it was that everyone seemed to be very upset about. I suddenly found the picture that had been discussed showing the Pastor’s hand around Ariana Grande seemingly touching her breast, and her looking at his hands and appearing to be horrified.That was,for myself, ”The moment it suddenly became personal.” Ariana Grande

This was not a stranger—this was someone who I love, admire, respect, and who was my first cousin, and the son of my late uncle who pastored before him.  It was personal, and I knew, given my professional expertise in this area, I was expected to publicly raise my voice on this subject. Many knew he was a family member of mine.  I believe it was a day or so after the uproar that the Pastor, Bishop Charles’ Ellis, apologized for what he describe an accident.  He said, “it would never be my intention to touch any woman’s breast.” He also said, “Maybe I crossed the border, maybe I was too friendly or familiar.” And then, he restated his regret saying, “But again, I apologize.”

What was I feeling? I felt hurt that this boundary was crossed. I felt angry at the abusive words that came from both those who were making the accusations and often extreme judgments, as well as those who were defending the Bishop in ways  that made jokes about women and about what occurred, as part of their goal of protecting the Bishop.

What did I do? I engaged with those who were offering a different perspective, as well as admitting the boundary was crossed.  He had apologized, and I believed his apology. I believed it was an accident, and that I couldn’t and would not judge his intentions, while admitting it certainly could have occurred on purpose. However, I affirmed my belief that this act was not intentional.

In the final analysis, I appreciated the responses I received that affirmed and offered healthy critique of my statement.  Many I agreed with. My most painful personal moment was listening to many of my family members who believed we should ALL, as a family, be in protective mode for our Bishop.  Truly I resonated with this given many of the judgmental responses.

But  I am who I am, and I was and will be compelled to respond to issues of abuse and violation, regardless of the person. Yes, this was the moment it suddenly became personal. Yet my responses below are not personal.  They are responses I believe I would make under any of the same circumstances. They are responses we all need to hear as we reflect on issues of healthy boundaries, rape culture, and sexual abuse.  Here are a few lessons we should understand.

  • When we make apologies, when accused of crossing boundaries, those apologies must be sincere and with intentionality. Sincerity includes your knowledge that someone else might have been harmed and triggered because of this incident. Instead of words of defense, our words must be directed to the recipient who is harmed with some promise of change in our normal automatic behavior.
  • After your apology, your sermon the next Sunday, should not be about you with titles like “God Knows My Heart?  How about speaking about women who have been violated that are sitting within your pews who want to defend you. Yet, they are also triggered by the event which occurred and are sitting in your pew in silence and in pain.
  • Interrupt the persons you know and hear on social media and in person who you see trying to protect you and your reputation by telling them to “STOP’ and that you take full responsibility for what occurred and are sincerely sorry.
  • Educate your clergy and community. FaithTrust Institute offers training in the area of healthy boundaries and rape culture. Seek out resources for yourself, your ministerial staff, and your congregation. All of us are subject to crossing boundaries.  The more we learn the consequences and impact of that behavior the healthier our church setting will become.

These are just a few of my observations that can help our congregational settings to be healthier and safer. Yes, for all of us, it can suddenly become personal. Yet, we must speak the truth in love, always seeking to discover how we can help others learn and grow, while taking off the hat of judgment and condemnation. These actions can cause separation and the creation of silos. Healthy actions toward accountability, repentance, and remedy causes healing, change and reconciliation.



Dr. Sharon Ellis Davis is a trainer with Faith Trust Institute. She also serves as Affiliate Professor, McCormick Theological Seminary, Chicago, IL and Senior Mentor and Faculty Member for the Doctor of Mentor Program’s Focus Group, Pastoral Care and Counseling, United Theological Seminary, Dayton Ohio. She is the Author of, “African American Battered Women: A Study of Gender Entrapment. Reverend Sharon Ellis Davis has an earned Master of Divinity, M.Div., from Chicago Theological Seminary, Chicago, A Doctor of Ministry, D.Min., Degree, Pastoral Care, McCormick Theological Seminary, Chicago, and her Ph.D. in Theology, Ethics and the Human Science, Chicago Theological Seminary. She is a Retired Chicago Police Officer of 31 ½ years and Pastor Emeritus of God Can Ministries, United Church of Christ, (UCC).


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The moment it's suddenly became personal

Posted by Sidney Evans at Nov 12, 2018 02:54 PM
Thank God for Dr. Sharon's blog. It only takes one voice to make a difference not just on the website but around the world. I'm glad to know about a dear friend of mine who is a champion for those who need a voice. Continue my friend to be the shot that was heard around the world, so that everyone that has a point of view or comment will know this:Justice will, has, and shall be served. Please continue the Shine the Light! May God continue to keep you and bless you always.

Re: Guest Blog: The Moment It Suddenly Became Personal

Posted by Antony W. Sullivan, Jr. at Dec 03, 2018 05:18 PM
Dr. Ellis Davis thank you for alway speaking truth to power even when it is not convenient.

The Moment it Suddenly Became Personal-Dr Davis

Posted by Dr. Frank Morris at May 06, 2019 02:19 PM
Your personal disclosure, is at once instructional and I thank you for posting this blog. It would have been so easy for you to circumvent this incident on a national level but you did not which speaks to your integrity. Moreover, this response is more than a rebuke it is helpful to the perpetrator who intentionally or accidentally acted inappropriately because it demonstrates the steps necessary to move forward. i.e. instead of covering up—confession, in lieu of blowing it off seek help for oneself, rather than self-protection, restore the dignity of the victim, by sharing with your supporters how serious breaking of healthy boundaries is and use the incident intentional or otherwise as a teaching moment. Life is messy and we all (clergy included) fall short of the glory of God, it is foolish to feign otherwise. Thank you for your insightful statements drawn from a very personal experience.